Morning Meditation of 1/1/11

My meditation this morning focuses on the many blessings I have received throughout 2010. It has been a great year, as far as I'm concerned. Not that it wasn't wrought with some pain and sorrow. Yet, it ended on a high note. Several, actually. On New Years Eve I found myself driving around an unfamiliar area of Fort Worth. I was looking for a new place to live in order to start fresh, have a yard for Phynn, and be closer to school and church. I never thought I'd talk about ME in Church again. It's a bit foreign, and strange. lol I was given a set of Archangel Michael oracle cards. I've been worrying myself sick about whether or not we can afford to move, to live in a place that will cost us more than we are already paying, etc... I was told over and over again, and in no uncertain terms to stop worrying. That a place had already been chose, and "the situation has already been resolved." I thought, "Whatever that means!" I've left it at that. I'm going with blind faith that I will be lead to the right place, the right time, the right cost, everything will be....Right! LOL As I was driving around looking for a new place, getting frustrated, I realized something. I had yet to pray and ask Mother/Father/God and the angels to lead me to the place that has already been chosen for me. I turned off of a street, and onto another and remarked aloud that I needed to live on this street called Wonder. What a wonderful name for a street.....as I feel as though my life is finding wonder in every aspect again. All the wonder had left me for so long, I'd lost my sense of it. It's like in the new Alice in Wonderlad, the Hatter tells Alice that she's lost her "Muchness." I think that's what I call Wonder. I've lost my Muchness, my wonder. So, living on a street called Wonder would be a daily reminder to keep hold of my muchness, and always live in my Wonder! So, as I pull onto Wonder Street, I pray, "Mother/Father/God, holy angels, I can't believe I've not asked you this yet, but would you please help me find the place that has already....." at this point, I look up and there are 2 rent houses, one across from the other, that appear to be perfect for us! AND, they are on Wonder Street and Wonder Drive! I can't wait to call for the information, and I pray that though we have some financial worries, we will find a great landlord, in a great neighborhood, with great neighbors, and that I will always keep my sense of Wonder and Muchness!

Morning Meditation of 12/31/2010

I am a night owl, so my morning meditations are actually my evening meditations before bed.

On this New Years Eve morning, before I go to sleep, I ponder the many blessings Father/Mother/God has given me in the past several weeks. Almost everything I've asked for has been provided for me, and the rest is hinging on a major life decision - and the action that comes from said decision. Tonight I thanked Spirit for providing me with the many wonders of life, even when I don't appreciate them in the moment. On Christmas Eve I attended services at Unity Church of Fort Worth, and we had a candle lighting ceremony to herald in Christ Consciousness, and the love that Jesus himself spread throughout the world. At the bottom of each candle, wrapped lovingly, there was an affirmation. You couldn't see exactly what it was, or know what it said. Rev. Paul Roach said that the affirmations would speak to us either now, or in the near future, so we should hold on to them. Mine said, "You see the glory of God in all aspects of your life." This is something that I've had a very hard time doing. I know that the glory is there. I know that I only have to open my true eyes to see the glory. However, when the ego takes hold, we as human beings forget that to truly see the glory, we must detach from the human mortal world, and see with our spiritual eyes, not the human ones. As my consciousness shifts I'm finding that I no longer enjoy certain destructive behaviors, such as cursing, gossiping, worrying, etc... Instead I crave positivity to be all around me.

Tonight I spoke with Mother/Father/God, and decided to write myself a simple blog to remind myself of what message I received. The first passage I was lead too (which I cannot recall what book or passage it was from), spoke of a journey. I have been asking for help on decisions to be made about my path, and fearful of where it would lead...not to mention of the time, money and work it would take to travel this path. Father/Mother/God has provided me with archangels Michael and Gabriel to watch over me while I travel this path to wherever Spirit leads me. The second passage I received was Zechariah 2:10-13.

¹⁰Sing and rejoice, O daughter Zion! For lo, I will come and dwell in your midst, says the Lord. ¹¹Many nations shall join themselves to the Lord on that day, and shall be my people; and I will dwell in your midst. And you shall know that the Lord of hosts has sent me to you. ¹²The Lord will inherit Judah as his portion in the holy land, and will again choose Jerusalem.

13 Be silent, all people, before the Lord; for he has roused himself from his holy dwelling.

Possible interpretation:

2:10-13 Here is a prediction of the coming of Christ in human nature. Many nations in that day would renounce idolatry, and God will own those for his people who join him with purpose of heart. Glorious times are foretold as a prophecy of our Lord's coming and kingdom. God is about to do something unexpected, and very surprising, and to plead his people's cause, which had long seemed neglected. Silently submit to his holy will, and patiently wait the event; assured that God will complete all his work.

Personally, I believe Spirit is telling me that my journey towards Christ Consciousness is on track. "Sing and rejoice, O daughter of Zion: for lo, I come, and I will dwell in the midst of thee, saith the Lord." This is the unification between my spirit, and that of The Great Spirit.

The Shift

Modern day mystics, new agists, and teachers alike all agree on one specific thing. Things happen at a time in which they are meant to happen. You recognize coincidences to a point in which they become more than coincidence. You see the meaning behind many things that normally would have no meaning. YOu can even find a deeper meaning to piece of film, a song, a poem, that you would otherwise gloss over. These images, sounds, feelings, whatever the piece invokes is what is meant for you to have to help you on this leg of your journey. Things happen for a reason, in a time in which Spirit means for them to happen. The key is to see these "things" as something that is happening for you, not to you. Each event, whether you perceive them as good or bad, is a gift from Spirit letting you find your true path. There isn't one set path for each of us, that we must stay on and never stray unless we want to end up in a horrible situation, lost and defeated for the rest of our lives. We have paths that converge each and every day. As spiritual beings we know and understand the greater purpose of this convergence, but as human beings, we allow our egos to muddle up our minds. We forget to see a tree as a grand canopy to protects and is a life bringer, instead we see a big Tree. It is more than it's label. We are more then our label. I am Tasha, born in West Texas during September of 1976. However, my authentic self is someone who loves life on a soul level, I am passionate about writing and ideas and words. I love to connect to Spirit, even when I forget how to. I love being no one is a sea of people, and just being the observer. I love the sound of nature, even though I do not like insects. I find peace and solice in piano and violin concertos. I am one with Spirit, not outside of it. Tonight I experienced a shift at 12:37am, December 30, 2010.