Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Friday, January 7, 2011
Time
Choice is something that frightens some, and liberates others. Choice is what makes us human, and gives us a leg up on other animal species. It is what defines Free Will. "They" say human beings are the only ones who have free will. The longer I watch Phynn, I bed to differ that point. Phynn makes his own decisions. He decides when he eats. He decides when he sleeps. Phynn decides when I sleep for that matter!
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
Caprica College - The Place of Dreams
Tonight was a 5 hour marathon of the last 5 episodes of Caprica. They had canceled the show last fall, which thoroughly ticked off multitudes of people. However, in true SyFy style, although they had massive public outcry (like the did with Firefly!), they still canceled. Anyway, they stopped showing the remaining episodes that they had already filmed and had in post production! The only people who were supposed to be able to see it were Canadians and anyone who bought Caprica on DVD. Bastards! LOL Syfy grew a damn brain, and showed the remaining 5 episodes tonight. I didn't know anything about it until yesterday, and I watch SyFy all the time. Their marketing department SUCKS! They can't produce great shows like Firefly and Caprica because they don't advertise them....so no one watches them until it's too late. However, a stupid ass movie about a piranah and octopus have a love child, and it tries to destroy the world is marketed to death! Typical morons. Next, they will market a movie about pot smoking Yeti's from outerspace...oh wait....they already have!
Anyway, I got to see the end of my show, and get signed up for classes! YAY! Go me! LOL Ask and ye shall receive! LOL
Monday, January 3, 2011
Morning meditation 1/4/2011
As for me, I am looking to the future. I'm trying to live in the here and now, and be present. However, it's the future I'm looking too. I found out tonight that Tarrant County College is offering the education classes at south campus now. I've been very frustrated with TCC for years, because any programs worth taking were all at campuses that were clear on the other side of the county. Tarrant county is a BIG county! Now, they are offering just what I need at the nearest campus to me (once I get moved!). Only a certain number of credits transfer to university, and I'm almost at that number. I can probably go another semester or two at TCC, but hey, it's cheaper than university! My next big decision: What university do I transfer too?!
I'm looking at all the Universities in the DFW area. I want to stick to the ones in Fort Worth, maybe Arlington. That leaves me with Texas Christian University, Texas Wesleyan, and University of Texas at Arlington. TCU and TWU are great schools, but they are private and the tuition and fees totals approx. $31,000/year. UTA's tuition and fees come out to about $8,000/year. I'd LOVE to go to TCU, to be honest. However, I'm sure it's going to be UTA. LOL Maybe they will have a park and ride to UTA from Fort Worth?! LOL Yeah right! The bright spot to having to drive into Arlington 2-3 times a week for classes? I can go eat at Cafe Pulido's for lunch!! hahahaha
Let me think of my Spiritual lesson of the day.....oh yes! Brenda and I were talking earlier about blind faith, and how we were taught that blind faith is only applicable when you are speaking about spiritual matters. My argument was that spiritual matters shouldn't be a matter of it's own. Every matter is a spiritual matter, because Mother/Father/God is in everything, is everywhere, just simply IS. Therefore, no matter what the matter, it IS a spiritual matter. Hence, blind faith applies to all aspects of life. I'm not saying that anyone should walk about with their heads in the clouds, and never look to life. I'm not saying that at all. I'm just saying, that sometimes blind faith applies when you are being bossy, demanding, or when you just have the "But I want it NOWS!" Father/Mother/God will give you what you need, when you need it, and how. What you want, when you want it, and how you want it matters very little. For me, this is where blind faith comes in. I *generally* don't sweat things much anymore. Example: I want a house with a yard. I go on blind faith that Mother/Father/God has already chosen just the right place for us to be in the moment. I KNOW that it is provided, and it's only a matter of timing of when it will presented to me. Does that mean that I don't go out and drive around, write down addresses and phone numbers of rent houses? No, absolutely not! It means that when I find the right one, Father/Mother/God will let me know. I wouldn't be surprised if it wasn't one on Wonder Dr, or Wonder Ct! LOL
I need to go to bed now, because I'm supposed to get up in the morning and go to TCC to try to get registered for classes. On one hand I'm excited!! On the other, I don't wanna get up!! Oh well, such is life.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Morning Meditation 1/2/11
Rev. Roach is saying that when we were kids and were taught that God is this old man with a long flowing white beard sitting on a throne int he clouds, that we were being taught that God is outside of ourselves. It is kind of limiting on how close you can feel to a creator who is so high above you, not just figuratively but also literally. When you think of how God is in everything, he sees everything, he knows everything, he is always, then in my mind for as long as I can remember the concept of a divine creator, I've always wondered, "if He is so far up there, and out of reach, then how much can he care about little ole me?" The truth of the matter is, He isn't anywhere, he isn't in any space and time. To say that limits his omnipotence. God is We. We are in all things, at all times, in all space. The God consciousness that we are born with comes to light in the darkest of hours. God is good, God is great. We are good, We are great.
"Constantly regard the universe as one living being, having one substance and one soul; and observe how all things have reference to one perception, the perception of this one living being; and how all things act with one movement; and how all things are the cooperating causes of all things which exist; observe too the continuous spinning of the thread and the contexture of the web."
- Marcus Aurelius
Friday, December 31, 2010
Morning Meditation of 1/1/11
Morning Meditation of 12/31/2010
On this New Years Eve morning, before I go to sleep, I ponder the many blessings Father/Mother/God has given me in the past several weeks. Almost everything I've asked for has been provided for me, and the rest is hinging on a major life decision - and the action that comes from said decision. Tonight I thanked Spirit for providing me with the many wonders of life, even when I don't appreciate them in the moment. On Christmas Eve I attended services at Unity Church of Fort Worth, and we had a candle lighting ceremony to herald in Christ Consciousness, and the love that Jesus himself spread throughout the world. At the bottom of each candle, wrapped lovingly, there was an affirmation. You couldn't see exactly what it was, or know what it said. Rev. Paul Roach said that the affirmations would speak to us either now, or in the near future, so we should hold on to them. Mine said, "You see the glory of God in all aspects of your life." This is something that I've had a very hard time doing. I know that the glory is there. I know that I only have to open my true eyes to see the glory. However, when the ego takes hold, we as human beings forget that to truly see the glory, we must detach from the human mortal world, and see with our spiritual eyes, not the human ones. As my consciousness shifts I'm finding that I no longer enjoy certain destructive behaviors, such as cursing, gossiping, worrying, etc... Instead I crave positivity to be all around me.
Tonight I spoke with Mother/Father/God, and decided to write myself a simple blog to remind myself of what message I received. The first passage I was lead too (which I cannot recall what book or passage it was from), spoke of a journey. I have been asking for help on decisions to be made about my path, and fearful of where it would lead...not to mention of the time, money and work it would take to travel this path. Father/Mother/God has provided me with archangels Michael and Gabriel to watch over me while I travel this path to wherever Spirit leads me. The second passage I received was Zechariah 2:10-13.
10Sing and rejoice, O daughter Zion! For lo, I will come and dwell in your midst, says the Lord. 11Many nations shall join themselves to the Lord on that day, and shall be my people; and I will dwell in your midst. And you shall know that the Lord of hosts has sent me to you. 12The Lord will inherit Judah as his portion in the holy land, and will again choose Jerusalem.
13 Be silent, all people, before the Lord; for he has roused himself from his holy dwelling.
Possible interpretation:
2:10-13 Here is a prediction of the coming of Christ in human nature. Many nations in that day would renounce idolatry, and God will own those for his people who join him with purpose of heart. Glorious times are foretold as a prophecy of our Lord's coming and kingdom. God is about to do something unexpected, and very surprising, and to plead his people's cause, which had long seemed neglected. Silently submit to his holy will, and patiently wait the event; assured that God will complete all his work.
Personally, I believe Spirit is telling me that my journey towards Christ Consciousness is on track. "Sing and rejoice, O daughter of Zion: for lo, I come, and I will dwell in the midst of thee, saith the Lord." This is the unification between my spirit, and that of The Great Spirit.